Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Al-Fathihah

~Al-Fathihah~
Hidup di dunia ini hanyalah pinjaman dari Yang Maha Esa
Setiap yang hidup pasti akan kembali kepadanya
Cuma belum tentu cepat atau lambat
Belum tentu kita kembali kepadanya ketika umur masih muda ataupun ketika sudah membongkok tiga
Belum tentu keadaan yang bagaimanakah kita bila tiba masanya nyawa kita direntap
Justeru,
Cukupkah amalan saya ini?
Bagaimana keadaannya nanti bila masa saya telah tiba?
Adakah saya dalam keadaan yang cukup bersedia?
Adakah ketika saat itu tiba, saya bisa tersenyum kerana melihatkan kehidupan bahagia pada kehidupan di sana?
Allahu akbar....
Takutnya saya bila memikirkan andainya saya tidak bersedia...
Kerana di kehidupan di dunia ini lazimnya, 
Bila saya tidak bersedia menghadapi peperiksaan, sukar sekali detik-detik ketika menjawab kertas peperiksaan itu...
Namun, sebaliknya pulak bilamana saya bersedia, saya mampu tersenyum dengan lebarnya...
Masyaallah,
Perbandingan ini tak mungkin dapat menandingini ujian dan peperiksaan yang akan dihadapi ketika saat itu telah tiba...
Bagaimanakah nanti....


p.s, Al-fathihah ini disedekahkan buat arwah Paklong Ajid, yang baru sahaja meninggalkan kami pada 5 Julai 2011 jam 3.10 pagi... Semoga roh arwah di tempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman, Amin.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Beautiful Like You

P.s this songs is truly dedicated to "die"..I told u once that u are beautiful n i won't change it eventho' u dun remains here with me anymore, thank you awak :)

Everybody wants to
Look into the mirror
And feel a little better now

And everybody wants to
Know there's someone out there
Waiting for you to come around

And I wish that
You could feel it
But you don't choose
To believe it
Cause I know that
You can't see it that way
That way

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you
Like you

Everybody wants to
Tell someone their secrets
Why don't you tell me now

Well, maybe I can fix this
Then I don't want
You to miss this
And the sun is
Raining down
Yeah

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you

Sometimes is hard to be
Yourself in this crazy world
Sometimes is hard to breathe
Yeah

Everybody wants to
Know there's someone out there
Waiting for you to come around
Come around

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breathe it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see can be beautiful
Like you

Can be beautiful
Like you
Can be beautiful
Like you

Oh, Beautiful

Cerita mabuk

Bila seorang  driver menjadi penumpang belakang...
Douhhh....
Sakitnye kepala bila menghadapi perjalanan jauh...
Nyutnyut bunyi kat dalam kepala...
Mata terpejam, tapi membayangkan memacam...
Sakit sangat-sangat..
Benda-benda yang dimakan sebelom tu rasa macam dah kat anak tekak je, menanti masa je nk keluar...
Agaknya macam ni laa rasanya bila dah mabuk berkereta...

Btw, apelah agaknya cerita di sebalik perjalanan jauh ni ye? Hehehe...Sebenarnya cuti hujung minggu yang lepas ( yang baru je berlalu ni) mak abah bawak pi jalan2 kat cameron...Wuhuu bestnya laa kan nk pi tempat sejuk...slalunya tiap taun, awal taun dah smpai sana...tapi taun ni, terdelay pulak kan...huuu...

Khamis haritu, giler arh...awal gile cabut dari office...before lunch lg dah berangkut blk rumah, tapi bos awal2 lg dah tepon, meh amik gaji dulu....weeeee....alhamdulillah, rezki cek norh before holiday dapat itu elaun marhhhh....

So sambung cerita muntah ok,,....eeiii jijik laa pulak kan bila sebut hahaha....so mcm biasa lah, when i used to be a driver..then bila kena duduk di belakang dan tanpa memandu, seribu satu macam rasa keluar..sakit kepala, nk muntah, mabuk semuanya ada...Douhhhh...Macammana agaknnya bila saya jugek punye driver sendiri nanti?? ;p ahaksss...."Takpe ye bang, abang duduk kat tepi Yang ye, bia Yang aje yang driving..wahahah...Boleh gitu??? "


Nak letak piccas ke kt cni??errr blh laa jugek, sekeping dua buat tatapan sendiri....ikikikiiki.... Apapun, thnx so much to mak n abah, support lg holiday kali ni ~winkwink~

Dengan baby milo yang dah sama berat dgn saya

Mak dengan Ten-goal...ahaks

see..perut GEM lg besaw dariku...ahahah

Beloved father..Winks~

Love all the flowers here...Mcm nak buat rumah seniri kt atas ni, n  then live  happily here...


Naruto saye


Tuesday, June 21, 2011

"BONGEH" INI RASA

~BONGEH~


The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.


wahhhh semakin terasa-rasa



I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.


Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.

p.s. please be safe

Monday, June 20, 2011

KISAH HATI~

Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu
Hanya sempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Hadir di angkasana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Thursday, June 16, 2011

~THE TRUTH HURTS~

Dear .....,

Harini masuk hari ke-14 pergi keje...Supposedly masuk office before 9, but i used to be at 9.30 everyday...Heheheh...Malaslah nak keje sebenarnye, tapi memikirkan sem depan dah x dapat kemudahan kolej lagi, then ape lah nak buat...Kenalah berusaha sedaya upaya mencari sesuap nasik buat simpanan di masa hadapan...


Minggu pertama dan kedua bekerja, teramatlah sibuk walaupun kadang-kadang saja je nak buat-buat sibuk kan... Tapi banyak pulak tender yang terjual kat negeri Kedah ni, jadinya banyak lah kerjanya aku sbg QS...Huhhh bosanlah asyik membuat kerja yang sama...Supposedly aku merancang nak turun site minggu ni, tapi kena KIV lg lah nampaknya,... Siapkan dulu apa yang patut kat ofis ni...


A

Btw, dalam saat2 macam ni, dengan keadaan di ofis, dengan letihnya lagi, dengan masalah adik lagi,..die pun dah hilang...die dah xde lagi, die dah pergi, die dah lupe...Cepatnye die kan... Persahabatan dah terputus, sedihnye...Dah xde lagi kedengaran die mengusik, die mengadu, die mengambil berat, die bertanyakan itu dan ini..Dah tak ade lagi...Die dah tak ade lagi untuk mengubat hati yang tengah merunsing, die dah tak ade lagi untuk membakar semangat...Dah tak ade lagi die yang sentiasa busykan diri dgn persatuan die walaupun kadang2 bukan tugasnye pun...Die pembakar semangat sebenarnye... Dah x ade lagi die yang Comel tu...Camne agaknye sem depan kalau terserempak dengan die kat sekolah? Ape aku nak buat kat die? Nak senyum? Nak bermasam muka? Tak mungkinlah nak bermasam muka, dah banyak benda yang die tolong aku, tak mungkin lah aku berbuat begitu...Habes tu, nak senyum ke? Maukah die membalas senyumku? Maukah die menegurku? Maukah die? Die menolong aku, tapi dalam masa yang sama, die menggunakan aku... Sebabnye? Biar die seniri yang menjawabnye sebab die je yang tau jawapannye... 

GOODBYE KISS, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

P.s, please be safe, K

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Get the Vote, Gals!!!!

Dear Girls,
What if your love life depended on a vote?
What's the first thing that came to your mind when that question being asked to you?
Did you think about your man voting for YOU?
In other words, voting for you as the woman of his dreams, the woman he wants to be  with forever?
That's the way I always looked at it - as though I were RUNNING for the office of "girlfriend," or "wife."
Looking back - it was as if I were draping myself in my credentials, showing off my skills, like "niceness," and "understanding," and "sexy," and "smart," and "funny," and so many other things I thought he'd "love" about me - things I thought would make him fall in love with me forever.
And, of course - none of those things mean ANYTHING when it comes to a man FALLING IN LOVE.
A man does not fall for "qualities."
A man just "FALLS."
And then he automatically "votes" for you for girlfriend and wife - because he can't even see himself without you.
So - how do you really get his vote?
How do you get him to fall?
THEREFORE Girls, you have to vote for YOURSELF
Instead of finding yourself thinking about him all the time, worrying about how he feels all the time, stressing about every woman he comes in contact with and speaks to, every beautiful, sexy woman he LOOKS at - even on TV - 
there are many ways we can push a man away without even knowing we're doing it. We can do it by Over functioning. We can do it by Thinking and Doing instead of Feeling and Being. We can push a man away by giving him more than he gives us, or by pretending.
Huuuuu~~ that's all for today! Thank you! XOXO

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

"Safe"

Hard to find a way to get through
It's a tragedy
Pulling at me like the stars do
You're like gravity
Even if the wind blows
It makes it hard to believe

How ya gonna love
How ya gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real
And If you lost your way
I will keep you safe
We'll open up all the world inside
I see it come alive tonight
I will keep you safe


Doesn't even matter to you
To see what I can see
I'm crawling on the floor to reach you
I'm a wreck you see
When you're far from home now
Makes it hard to believe

So how ya gonna love
How ya gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real


If you've lost your way
I will keep you safe
Well open up all your world inside
Til you come alive tonight
I will keep you safe


We all fall down
We all feel down
Cus rainy days and summer highs
The more we pray the more we feel alive

How ya gonna love
How ya gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real
How ya gonna love
How ya gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real

If you've lost your way
I will keep you safe
Well open up all your world inside
So you come alive tonight
I will keep you safe


Well I will keep you safe
I will keep you safe



P.S, Wherever you are, please be safe

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Huuuuuu~~~huuuuuu~~~

Perceptions of Successful Projects Amongst Small Class Contractors

Apa nii??
Tajuk baru Dissert maaa...
Huuuu~ dats what i used to day...
Huuuu means nothing, huuu means infinity...
Lepas dah bertungkus-lumus dalam tajuk....

Attitudes of Different Small Class Contractors Towards Quality Performances

Huuuuu...apa lagi mampu ku katakan...
Anyway, bukanlah bertungkus lumus sangat pun...
Attitudes is too complex to study, to do research...
Urmmm...
I should take it as for my own good
Tapi utk start semula, to find some published journal,
to look for  some other materials...
Apa yang bleh aku katakan adalah...

~~~huuuuu~~~

p.s., huuuuu, jum layan lagu J.Lo; On the floor

Saturday, May 14, 2011

"Wherever You Will Go"

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face

If a greater wave shall fall
And fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own?


If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go


And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days

If a great wave shall fall
And fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you


If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go


Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time


If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way, way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go